I have sought connection to my higher self but am not feeling it. I meditate, practice “mindfulness”, do ACIM practice and law of attraction techniques but no link beyond ego and thoughts! I am extremely stressed by my circumstances and frustrated that my attempts to surrender and “be” have not yielding me anything different. I knowing that my only true happiness cannot be sourced from external events, which given I have not achieved happiness or peace there, leaves me extreme sad and struggling to “self talk” myself out of dark thoughts. What am I doing wrong? What will my “existence” consequences be if I have a life without tapping into source?
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